| today was an interesting day... we got news that we both did not expect. it has opened my eyes. i just talked to him on saturday. now he's gone. i will appreciate more. i want to live more. you never know when you're time is up, seriously you don't. so laugh more, take more pictures (pictures last forever), love more, BE MORE. i'll say a little prayer for him tonight. he's in a better place now, right? but i can't believe it.
love to all.
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| I HATE IGNORANT FOOOOLS!!!
how do live with one?
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| So I've decided that a trip to L.A. and Hollywood would be just great for me. I haven't used my benefits at Hawaiian to my advantage, so now that we are more settled in I can take a break. I have been so stressed with this new place that I just need to get a way for a little while. Britten and I will take this adventure together and meet with Jena, I can't wait.
I haven't written for a while simply because I've had writters block, haha. I just feel like I write about the same problems over and over. We all know how I hate fake people, how I want to drop out of school for the simple fact that it is a waste of time, and how I want a better job that I actually can show the talent that I have. So I told myself that I would stop with the all the complaining I do. I should have done that for lent. Forty days and forty nights, right?
My relationships with some have been, I want to say put on hold. I like to think of it as we are trying to find ourselves, well that is for me. I am not getting any younger and I hate that my day is coming, TOMORROW. I live to love, I want to love. I need love.
ciao.
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| childish and immature. that is the only thing i have to say, period.
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